Hatred,I believe,is truly a very strong emotion.How can one be truly sure whether whether he/she really hates a person or not?
When I think of the person I hate,I feel sad.I miss the time I spent with him...I loved him.I,in my life,never ever believed that I could hate him,as I most probably do now.I feel anger burning the insides of me whenever someone mentions him.Heat burns behind my eyes and I end up crying.But yet,somehow,I cannot make out the reason behind my tears-is it hatred or is it because I miss him?
For all I'm sure,I'm completely and absolutely detached from him.Something I would have never believed till what?,like,a year ago.Well,after all, it all started a year ago.
I have no idea as to what do I do with my feelings now.What do people usually do to know what they really wanna do?What they truly feel?What do people do when they think that the person they 'might' be hating happens to be their own....father?
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