Being with You.

Yesterday was a very busy day for me,despite being a Sunday. And by the time of nightfall, I was dead tired and sleepy.But I couldn't get myself to sleep.I just ended up thinking about one thing-that I'm loosing everyone in my life.The process is very slow,but it is steady.I can feel it.

             I know that I keep my stuff to myself,I'm not one of the super-cool-super-talented girls,not am I extraordinarily pretty,but what do know is that I care.I didn't want to get attached to many people of my life,but I did.This was my sole reason to to keep myself,well, to myself.To be cold and hostile to people.But then I decided to break my shell.

            I know that I'm just another person to them, but they are not that to me.I consider them as my friends,deep inside my heart.I know that I'm nobody to them.I'm not the hard-core type,or philosophic,or anything.But I'm me,and I ain't gonna change that because well,if I change,then I simply won't be me.I'm ordinary,and the only thing that I can do the best is to care and feel.Too sad that its not something I can show off.

           Even though people may say that they are with you,they are not.Not unless they prove themselves to be.But you are there for yourself.You can truly understand yourself like no-one ever will.