Falling in Love Again

I'm so so so happy!Its been a long time,and my blog's finally crossed the mark of 100 pageviews!It just feels so good!

     Here's a poem I'd love to share with my loving audience as a symbol of regard for reading my blog.Its written by a friend of my friend.Its not related to my life and all,but I found it pretty sweet and I thought its a great opportunity to share something I like!Hope you like it too! :-)

      *FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN*

     On a busy everyday, 

     when I was on my way

      Moving on with life

after a heartbreak.

Feeling all so low

     I could have never known....

I would get past the pain

and fall in love again.

But then came an angel

to rescue me from hell.

I stared into his eyes and

was cast under his spell.

He stood by my side

when I needed a shoulder to cry.

He held my hand and told me

this is where I belong.

I rest my head on his chest

and whispered that I 

loved him to death.

I could no more feel the pain.

And I found myself to be falling in love again.

Being with You.

Yesterday was a very busy day for me,despite being a Sunday. And by the time of nightfall, I was dead tired and sleepy.But I couldn't get myself to sleep.I just ended up thinking about one thing-that I'm loosing everyone in my life.The process is very slow,but it is steady.I can feel it.

             I know that I keep my stuff to myself,I'm not one of the super-cool-super-talented girls,not am I extraordinarily pretty,but what do know is that I care.I didn't want to get attached to many people of my life,but I did.This was my sole reason to to keep myself,well, to myself.To be cold and hostile to people.But then I decided to break my shell.

            I know that I'm just another person to them, but they are not that to me.I consider them as my friends,deep inside my heart.I know that I'm nobody to them.I'm not the hard-core type,or philosophic,or anything.But I'm me,and I ain't gonna change that because well,if I change,then I simply won't be me.I'm ordinary,and the only thing that I can do the best is to care and feel.Too sad that its not something I can show off.

           Even though people may say that they are with you,they are not.Not unless they prove themselves to be.But you are there for yourself.You can truly understand yourself like no-one ever will.

The One.

Most people mix up infatuation with love.They say that they have found "The One",when,hey,they're just in the stalking phase.

        "Do you think he really 'likes' you?",I ask myself one day.He's been there for me,he's been the first one to be there for me."Or is it the other way round?Am I the one in love?"But soon,thankfully,I settled my messy thoughts.

        You can't be in love if just for a change you find that a person is good to you.The place we live in is a huge damn world with millions of people.Of this people,some may be cruel to you,some may be bitchy,some may be ignorant,but there are people who would be good to you,kind to you,and would care for you.So you can't always mistake the bump for 'love' ,because my dear people,you can't judge the end of the story by just reading its first chapter.

            Love is not the beginning of anything,nor is it the end.You won't have just that one person in life forever from the beginning. You can't decide the characters of your story(your life) before the beginning of the story.There will be several people who will enter your life.Some would be there right beside you,others would be back,waiting for you in the wings.But that doesn't mark that who is forever and who isn't.

          Many a times,in this journey called life,you'll face hiccups,you'll fall.At that time,you'll need support to stand up.You'll need courage.You'll need your loved ones for this.That won't make you weak,that will only strengthen you to face and understand the world,to know who is fake,and who is not.And by the end of the story,the person who had been there with you in all your falls,all your ups and downs,the person who helped you bear it all,(will be the person you expected the least to be), is The One.

Missing Him,Hating Him.

What do you do with the person you hate?Ignore them?Or make them feel inferior?

     Hatred,I believe,is truly a very strong emotion.How can one be truly sure whether whether he/she really hates a person or not?

     When I think of the person I hate,I feel sad.I miss the time I spent with him...I loved him.I,in my life,never ever believed that I could hate him,as I most probably do now.I feel anger burning the insides of me whenever someone mentions him.Heat burns behind my eyes and I end up crying.But yet,somehow,I cannot make out the reason behind my tears-is it hatred or is it because I miss him?

    For all I'm sure,I'm completely and absolutely detached from him.Something I would have never believed till what?,like,a year ago.Well,after all, it all started a year ago.

        I have no idea as to what do I do with my feelings now.What do people usually do to know what they really wanna do?What they truly feel?What do people do when they think that the person they 'might' be hating happens to be their own....father?